where the heart is

[spike-lizard.livejournal.com]

i am looking for a story i read a while back it was where angel leaves buffy pregnant at a walmart the plot is like the movie where the heart is i was watching it last night and i remember reading a story where spike is the librarian and dru is sister who kills herself can any one help me. i love to read it again

Spike as a serial killer?

[nyghtpet.livejournal.com]

I am looking for a current fic where Spike is a serial killer and Buffy is his ex-psychiatrist. I have been reading it avidly, but now I can't remember who the author is! I feel horrible. Can anyone help me?