help please

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I looking for a fic i found ages ago and lost so because i read so much from so many different places i'm looking for your help.

This fic was set after the gift when buffy was brought back by willow in a primal state. She recognizes the gang but in a different form to what she use to:
dawn is her 'daughter',
spike her mate,
giles her 'father'
xander and willow her brother and sister
with
tara and anya as her friends.

I remember it having buffy begging spike to bite her and giles telling him to just do it to shut her up and buffy relieving herself in the street in front of the entire gang.