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May. 23rd, 2006 03:43 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
bluebird2073318.livejournal.comHay everybody. I have a fic that I need to look for.
I remember reading it last year at adultfanfiction.net. It wasn't too clear if it was spuffy per say, but it looked like it could've. But with the site still, well I don't want to say down, but something like it, I did'nt get to finsh reading it. I know that it was a wip at the time, so it goes:
I don't remember which season it was, but I know it was in either season 4,5,or 6. The main thing that I remember from it is that spike gets hit in the head or something by a demon, can't remember that. But what I do remember is that he goes into a cationic or coma state, and dawn finds him that way on her way to his crypt one night. I also remember buffy saying that she should go into his mind and the scoobies don't like this idea. Buffy saids stuff like how he helped them or something like that and goes into his mind. While in his mind, Buffy sees a sort of repeat of events from spikes life and unlife, from the time he was a boy, to the time he lost his sisters, to the time he became a vampire, and so on. I remember scenes like one in which Angelous is showing William something that is well, bad I want to say. I also remember, while Buffy is inside spikes head, Dru shows up and says that Buffy can't help him, and Giles asks her if she knows what happened and she does.
Thats how far I got in the story before they started to move the site. I'm sorry if its a bunch of ramble. Hopefully someone will understand. Anyway, thanks for your help.
I remember reading it last year at adultfanfiction.net. It wasn't too clear if it was spuffy per say, but it looked like it could've. But with the site still, well I don't want to say down, but something like it, I did'nt get to finsh reading it. I know that it was a wip at the time, so it goes:
I don't remember which season it was, but I know it was in either season 4,5,or 6. The main thing that I remember from it is that spike gets hit in the head or something by a demon, can't remember that. But what I do remember is that he goes into a cationic or coma state, and dawn finds him that way on her way to his crypt one night. I also remember buffy saying that she should go into his mind and the scoobies don't like this idea. Buffy saids stuff like how he helped them or something like that and goes into his mind. While in his mind, Buffy sees a sort of repeat of events from spikes life and unlife, from the time he was a boy, to the time he lost his sisters, to the time he became a vampire, and so on. I remember scenes like one in which Angelous is showing William something that is well, bad I want to say. I also remember, while Buffy is inside spikes head, Dru shows up and says that Buffy can't help him, and Giles asks her if she knows what happened and she does.
Thats how far I got in the story before they started to move the site. I'm sorry if its a bunch of ramble. Hopefully someone will understand. Anyway, thanks for your help.
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