Looking for a Spuffy fic!

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Hi
I'm looking for a Spuffy fic. Spike was taken six months ago by Riley and he was totured. He escapes and finds his way to Buffy. Spike can't talk and sees the gang's hair color to represents home. Tara is alive and Willow is dating a man, a demon-hunter.

Thanks in advance