The Pages

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Hi everyone! I'm looking for a fic called The Pages, if I remember the name correctly. It used to be housed on a very small archive that disappeared a long time ago. I haven't been able to find it anywhere else. In the fic Spike finds torn pages from Buffy's diary that blow out of her trash. Looking at the page he has in his hands he realizes there is something terribly wrong with Buffy and goes to Angel, who is in town at the time, for help. They go back and find more pages and when they get to the end they figure out she is suicidal. Please if anyone knows where I can find this fic or who the author is let me know. I'd really love to read it again.