Seeking Angel(us)/Spike/Lindsey fic

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Hi, All! A very long time ago, I read a fanfic in which Angel and Angelus had merged their personalities while living in L.A., although no one knew about it. For some reason that I can't remember, Lindsey was living at the Hyperion. Later on, Lindsey drove Angel(us) somewhere to pick up Spike, and he too came to live at the Hyperion. Angelus loved Spike, but was protective of Angel because his persona was more innocent. I'm thinking Angel fell for Lindsey, while Angelus and Spike were together. I remember that Spike figured out Angel and Angelus were merged because Angel(us) went clubbing and Spike followed him. There was a scene where Lindsey was cleaning the Angelmobile, I think, after Spike and Angel(us) partied in it. I think Xander showed up later and was very understanding of the merging, to the point of getting everyone else to back off. I've tried searching with all combinations and phrases I can remember, although those are few after all of this time, and I just cannot find it. Any help would be greatly appreciated! Thank you for your time!