two stories this time

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Hey there,

I hopelessly search for a Kari Mouke story. Yeah.. I know... why ask here when you know the author. The problem is.. yes I know the author.. but I can't find out the name of the fic I search. I took the Wayback Machine.. but I only got names and no summary. So.. the story is about Buffy, Spike and Angelus. Angelus is brought back by Buffy because she wants to help Spike get out of the Initiative. She gets him out and to the end of the story they have to run because the Initiative gets a hint that Angelus and Spike are vampires.
The second story I only remember the storyline. Its a Buffy/Angelus/Spike fic and there are two parts of it. Buffy wants to kill herself and is turned into a vampire. She gets into a relationship with Angelus and Spike and in the second part of the fic she wants to get a baby. I think she has one a really short while ... at the end of the fic its revealed that the whole story is a dream and Angel and Buffy get married (??) and have a lot of children. Damn it.. its so long ago I read this... I cant remember all of it!

Please help me... pretty please :)