hey looking for a fic

[spike-lizard.livejournal.com]

okay i am looking for a fic and i can't remember the name of it or where i read it but i read a fic that reminded me of it. so i want to read it again i do know it was complete and that buffy took off and comes back to sunnydale with spike and they are mated and she is pregnant and they are also bonded in a majical way and angel is there and not liking it

looking for a fic

[spikeschilde15.livejournal.com]

hi can anyone help? i am looking for a fic, i think set in season six during her denial about their relationship in which spike leaves buffy after she tells him to and she is heart broken. the thing i remember is buffy and the gang are in the magic box and spike is there and says something to buffy and she says with her usual snark something like "spike what are you doing here? why dont you just leave?" and he says "alright then" and leaves the magic box and she hardly notices. but unbeknown to her he packs up and leaves town also. when she finds out she is stunned. Any one got any ideas? It might be a baby fic?