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[smokey56.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a story in which Spike and Buffy are working together and consider each other as friends. Buffy lets Spike feed from her so that he won't be killing. A threat makes itself known and along with it comes Angel and his crew wanting to help. Things don't go well when Angel  finds out about Spike. He goes beserk and tries to show Buffy that he can take care of everything on his own. Later during a big fight he gets run threw by a sword and infected with morha blood. He then dies. Does anyone know this story, I can't remember the name.

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[menolly-23.livejournal.com]

post series angel resurects spike and has dru brainwash into forgeting buffy so he will try to kill her and she will be forced to stake him. in this story fred is still alive because she calls buffy to tell her that angel is the one responsible for spike being back and that angel got dru to erase spike's memories of buffy. when angel shows up at buffy's house they have a confrentation that ends in angel being dusted