Seeking Spangel Transgender Fic

[newtwar001.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a fic I read about a year ago. It was a Spangel fic and I think took place in Angel Season 4 and Buffy Season 3? In it, Spike gets hit by some unknown spell and turns female. Buffy and gang are taking care of him, but feel he's too vulnerable being a female vamp with a chip, so they call Angel to help. Angel takes him back to LA, they fall in love, and eventually Spike transforms back into a male. He and Angel stay together anyway.  It was a really good fic and I can't find it anywhere!  it is NOT the Marie C series--I have that and it's wonderful, but it's not the one I'm looking for.

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[kinggilgamesh.livejournal.com]

Searching for a story I read looong ago and can`t remember the title.

guess it plays around season 6 of BtVS. Spike leaves Sunnydale and winds up living and running an agency together with Wesley and Dawn. Later on Faith joins the group. Together with her Spike starts a rescue mission for connor and ends up spending nearly ten years in another dimension.
Buffy is left in SD and lives together with Anya...
Does anybody know this fic please help.