2 fics...

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Looking for two fics...

Both Bangel.

One is AU...
Buffy is kidnapped by Angel and Spike. She sleeps with Angel. Spike is jealous of Angel and when he is not around, rapes Buffy while they are being filmed. Spike is brutal and cuts her legs and stomach while he does this. Angel sees the taping and is furious. He goes to her room to punish her/beat her when he hears her whimpering and sees the blood on the bed, also the hand prints on her neck.

Thats all I can remember from this fic.

Also looking for another fic...

I think it is set in S2 or S3.

Its about after Angel dies...Buffy is so upset and somehow she hears Angel and there is a way for her to be with him. She goes to his apartment (maybe mansion) and she does everything in his bed (thats where everyone finds her) She has to drink this potion and say a spell that places her in an eternal sleep (sort of like snow white) and while she is asleep she gets to live and have a normal life with Angel. They even have a daughter??? But Willow brings her back and she is angry/depressed with everyone because of it. She eventually gets Willow to let her go back and she does.

Got a clue? Let me know.

Thanks in advance!!!

help

[menolly-23.livejournal.com]

I know this is a VERY long shot. I was reading this story last night and my power went out and i lost it and now i can't find it. It was late and I don't really remember anything about it except right before I lost it buffy said to angel something about taking his soul, cuddling up to the damn thing and praying it would keep him warm at night. does this ring a bell to anyone?