Seeking a Spike/Xander fic

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I've tried at other comunities, but thus far haven't had much luck. I'm searching for a fic where Spike sucks his thumb. I can't remember the name or who wrote it. It's been a very long time since I read it, so I can't recall much. The scene that is stuck in my mind is of the gang all together. At Giles I think? Spike is sitting on the couch, kinda upset about something if I recall correctly. He has his thumb pressed against his mouth but not actually sucking it since everyone else is around. Xander notices and distracts everyone from seeing it too. I know it's not 'Precious' OR 'Grey Matters' but beyond that....*sigh* I'm at a loss. Can anyone help? Does this sound at ALL familiar to anyone? Any and all other fics with cute-Spike are welcome as well. Thanks!

Angela

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I've been thinking about two fics lately that I can't seem to find. I'd really love to read them again!

1. Set either season 4 or 5, Spike and Buffy are together and he goes and gets his chip out to be able to protect her and himself from the Initiative. He has it placed in a ring box. I can't remember if he gives it to Riley or not but I know there is some great Riley-bashing!

2. Set post Becoming Part 2, Spike finds Buffy either in New York or Chicago and kidnaps her. I remember when they got back to the Hellmouth how Giles was saying something about Slayer's needing to be dominated and he was regretting not doing so. Oh, and Buffy has a real problem with wearing clothes since Spike didn't let her at their apartment. It's not a really long fic but I thought it was interesting.

PLEASE HELP!