2 Spike/Xander/Anya Stories

[katkot81.livejournal.com]

Hello everyone,
I found a description for the following stories but I can't find a link to them anywhere. Does anyone know where I can find one? Thanks for the help in advance.

1.)It's All My Fault by Nancy
2.)Absurd by Mcee

help with spuffy fic

[dolcekisses210.livejournal.com]

 Hey everyone...ok so this fic has been driving me crazy...I read it a really long time ago, so I remember very little of it. Sometimes I think Im just mixing different fics together so I thought maybe someone could help. The random details I DO remember:

-story is AR(maybe) starts off when Buffy is a little kid
-she eventually comes across a vampire named Damien who watches over her as she grows up
-Buffy has a relationship with Angel as a teenager but eventually gets together with Damien
-Damien dies...maybe protecting Buffy?
-Buffy eventually gets together with Spike...and I'm pretty sure the story ends spuffy

thats all I remember...even if that might be a bunch of fics mixed together

Thanks...appreciate any help :)