season 5

[dustyelle.livejournal.com]

Hi..here it goes: Spike wishes that Buffy could feel what it is like for him not to be able to eat. She gets sick. This happens as Joyce is sick. No one knows what is wrong and they give up on Buffy. I can't remember the title or author. If anyone can help I would really appreciate it. Oh, at one point Joyce gives Spike powerif attorney, if that helps.
-thanks in advance