Help finding spuffy fic

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Hi I've spent months trying to find this fic since it disappeared from ff.net. It is based on season 2's Halloween episode basically when Buffy becomes her costume she remembers being a slayer in a previous life. Her watcher is Travers ancestor and when she starts a relationship with vampire spike he turns on them and spike gets dusted. As a result Elizabeth summoned a demon and had both her and spike reincarnated. As the story goes on they both remember their earlier lives and get together. Sorry of this is kind of rambling I am not very good at summarizing.