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I'm looking for a fic that starts with Buffy and Spike having a darts contest in a bar;  the winner gets to have whatever they want from the other.  Buffy wins, they spend the night together, she realizes she loves him. Spike, feeling he can't continue being in an unrequited/used relationship, leaves before she can tell him.  It goes from there.  I think it was fairly long but I can't remember.  Any help would be appreciated!