tara saves spike from buffy

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hallo! hoping someone can help before my brain melts! Im sure i saved this fic but cant find it anywere!
its a bufy abusing spike fic she is really agressive with him but tara finds out (cant remember how) and convinces him to run away, Im almost sure she lends him her car! but for some reason he goes back to his crypt and buffy is waiting and takes him back to her basment were she continues to abuse him,
tara enlists dawns help and at some point im sure theres a section with aradio and dawn can hear what bufy is doing to spike i seem to recall a holy water gag? and they resuce him together,
I was almost sure it was boys and girls by dreams of spike but nope and its been driving me mad all day so a little help if you know it please x