Spander with Father Abuse

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Hello all, I've searched for this story and I know it has been asked about many times but I can't seem to find it anywhere. The story I am looking for has Spike and Xander living in Xander's basement where Xander's dad comes down and abuses/rapes him. He uses cutting with a knife to take a way the pain. After one of the times Xander is seriously hurt so Spike moves them out into an apartment. Somehow Xander's dad finds out where they are living, gets in, stabs and rapes Xander. Once in the hospital the scoobies find out about everything that happened from when Xander was a child till now. At the end Spike, Buffy and Xander torture Xander's dad. Thanks for any and all help in advance.