Different Vampire with a soul

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I'm looking for a duology of fics where Spike was the one cursed with a soul, and unlike Angel, he does not stand at the sidelines.  He helps her be a better Slayer, and I even remember him training her a bit.  I think it was on Elysian Fields site, and it was not a NC-17 rating.  Can anyone help me?