Hi, I'm char please help me find the fic!

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Hi, the fic I'm looking for was my favourite ever and I used to know the name but I have since forgotten and list the bookmark and do any help at all even just a point in the right direction would be great!

The fic was spike/Angel and I think (although I can't be positive) that there was graphic smut involved. It was multi-chaptered and on the authors blog. Spike was living in La and angel had been keeping silent watch over him and them went to bring him home. There was a bit where angel gave spike some money for chicken and he spent all of it just to be a brat. There was a part where angel was in his office and despite buying him a brand new game console thing spoke continually irritated and said he was bored. There was a lot of childe/sire talk and how spike was really a fledgling still, there was him having angels blood as a way to help healing and to soothe. Finally a central part to the fic was corporal punishment and spike was definitely on more than one occasion spanked with a belt. Also I think there was a bit where they had people over and spike got really embarassed about feeding?

Any knowledge/help is much appreciated!! Thanks in advance!!