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hey fellow fic-readers...
i've got a fic in my head that's driving me crazy...
the only thing I really remember is that Buffy is a heroin addict in the beginning...
"riding the brown dragon" is the phrase that keeps going through my mind...and it's an older fic, that I know, not Herself, maybe Kalima?
ring any bells for anyone?