Spike fic

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so here's a challenge ! I'm looking for a spike where he leaves the la gang, i think..he go's to like seattle or maine or something and drives a truck? I cant remember, the title of the story had the word "paladin" in it..maybe..I found it once after a long time searching but all the links to it were dead. Now again I cant remember what it was called. Would love to read it again