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okay i looking for a story i would love to re-read however i have just the smallest problem i can't remember where i read it, what it was called or who wrote it.

In it Buffy reaches her slayer breeding time and searches for a strong enough mate to father the child. Spike is obviously around and things continue from there. Buffy needs to have sex four time to become pregnant and giles decides to stop her he is gonna tie her up. Also has xander accepting that buffy wants to have spike baby!!

would greatly appreciate the help i'm using this as a distraction from my maths assignment for tomorrow!!