Desperately seeking fic

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I am looking for a fic where Angel rapes Buffy and Spike saves her or something close and then he looks after her, he sleeps in the basement and she keeps stealing his boxers, and then she goes to see a shrink and I remember everything but the name and author of this story and I would really like to find it again so if you could be of any help I would love you forever.

Thanks,

luvsbitca