Spike loses his soul

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HI, I'm trying to find a fic that's set in season 5 of Angel.(Spike is no longer a ghost but Fred hasn't become Illyria yet.) Spike wakes up one morning after a night out drinking, and realizes he no longer has his soul. He goes to Fred and Wesley for help. They panic after hearing Spike say his soul is gone, thinking he will try to slaughter all of them. Spike is indignant; he went through a lot to win back his soul and he wants it returned! I'm pretty sure Ethan Raynes is to blame...

Anybody recognize this? I've spent the past month trying to find this fic. Thank you to anyone who can give me a clue.

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