Help!!

[tamakin.livejournal.com]

Hey! I need a thing..

Im looking for a fic that i started reading in the summer, then lost the link to before i could finish it. I cant remember much im afraid. Its post chosen, not sure about post not fade away or not, spike comes back human, but feels inadequate and is worried that he cant help buffy as much anymore.

The bit that i remember most is that spike and dawn get captured by 'someone' and they tie spike up so tight that his shoulders dislocate. cringe! I lost the link just after that and NEED to know what happened! Its slowly but surely consuming all thoughs! Can you guys with your amazing fic-sniffing abilities root this one out for me?

Comments

[spikereader.livejournal.com]

The only one I can think of is Marked by kellyhk which she's just posted at seasonal_spuffy but apparently started before that for a kinkathon. However, Spike's still a vamp and I don't think his shoulders get dislocated, so maybe not so much help after all. Still, the link to the first part's here:

http://community.livejournal.com/seasonal_spuffy/154196.html#cutid1

[androidlovesong.livejournal.com]

I actually used the lo-tech method of googling "spike dawn tied shoulders dislocate" and came up with After Dust by emg (http://www.allaboutspike.com/fic.html?id=61), which appears to be your fic.

Hope it's the right one!

[tamakin.livejournal.com]

Doh! Ive read Marked before and its a lovely fic, but its not THE ONE. Thanks anyways hun : ) Maybe i dreamed it...

[tamakin.livejournal.com]

Whoohoo! In not crazy! It exsists! Thanks for your help hun : )