trying again

[suzcat.livejournal.com]

I'm still looking for this fic.
I'm re-posting in the hope that someone else will spot the post, and it will ring a bell.

I'm looking for a fic where Buffy is turned - I think maybe Dawn calls Spike, who's been living in LA (?) when Buffy is sick, dying, and he turns her. But he is not happy to have to take care of her (and he does have to take care of her, after he has turned her).

Or maybe she was turned by someone else, and he just has to take care of her, because Dawn doesn't want her dusted??

I think spike has another girlfriend at first...

Buffy keeps her soul, I think, but is feeling pretty low. Not a happy, assertive Buffy story, but she learns to cope, and Spike realizes his feelings for her again. (Surprise!)

I remember one scene, where someone human attacks Buffy, maybe tries to rape her, and she defends herself, and Spike is at first disgusted, when he finds out she harmed a human, but then he realizes she was hurt first.

Later something happens with Dawn, and Buffy and Spike have to go help her.
Something with a desk...?

Comments

[shadowlass.livejournal.com]

The only thing that rings a bell for me is Kallysten's His Childe (http://fanfic.kallysten.net/stories/childe.html) series.

[darkwaif.livejournal.com]

I think it's called Now & Then by Sass Angel you can find it HERE (http://www.angelfire.com/zine2/sass_angel/sass/fiction.html)