Desire?

[loveandstars.livejournal.com]

Hello! I'm new here so bear with me...

I'm looking for a Spuffy fic in which Buffy casts a spell that allows her to say a specific word (I'm pretty sure it's "desire") then goes wild with Spike, says the word again, and he forgets the time in between. It takes place in season 5 with Glory, I'm not sure if Buffy is brought back from the dead or doesn't die at all, but Spike begins having dreams that are memories of the time he doesn't remember. Willow talks to Buffy and asks her about the spell, then ends up telling her that the spell decomposes and Spike will start to remember. Willows also tells her that the spell can be lifted by saying the word one more time, which Buffy almost unconsciously does, and Spike remembered everything.

There are other bits and pieces from the fic that I remember, such as Spike asking Buffy why he can't remember their time together while he's under her spell, so to speak.

Any ideas???

Comments

[adriana-is.livejournal.com]

It's called Desire by Jackie and you can find it here:

http://vampires-kiss.net/archive/viewstory.php?sid=212&ageconsent=ok

[jnharrow.livejournal.com]

The title is Desire and it's by Jackie and can be found at sinister attraction. I'm awful at LJ, since I'm new too, so I'm sorry if you end up having to cut and paste the link!

http://www.sinister-attraction.org/stories/j/desire.htm

[jnharrow.livejournal.com]

heh and Adriana beat me to it :) I couldn't for the life of me remember where I'd read it.

Thanks!

[loveandstars.livejournal.com]

Awesome, thank you both so much!