A Spillow fic search... anyone, please?
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seeking_spikeSeeking a Spillow fic here. It was really amazing and I *need* to have it in my memories!!!
I remember that it begins in Btvs S4 when Spike escapes the Initiative and tries to bite Willow. She's depressed because of Oz, even drunk or something, so they talk and have sex. They both unhappy and alone, hence this strange frienship-love-understanding thing begins. And it lasts until they fall in love with Buffy/Tara respectively but even then they stay friends. Nobody else knows about it, of course. In general it pretty close to the canon, lots of spoilers and all.
Oh, and the end is quite ambiguous but good in general. Like Buff doesn't love Spike, Tara is dead, they still love them and will do, but they have each other. Something like that, I think.
If anyone has ever read this, PLEASE, please help me!
I remember that it begins in Btvs S4 when Spike escapes the Initiative and tries to bite Willow. She's depressed because of Oz, even drunk or something, so they talk and have sex. They both unhappy and alone, hence this strange frienship-love-understanding thing begins. And it lasts until they fall in love with Buffy/Tara respectively but even then they stay friends. Nobody else knows about it, of course. In general it pretty close to the canon, lots of spoilers and all.
Oh, and the end is quite ambiguous but good in general. Like Buff doesn't love Spike, Tara is dead, they still love them and will do, but they have each other. Something like that, I think.
If anyone has ever read this, PLEASE, please help me!
