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[serdd.livejournal.com]

ok, I started reading this Fic a long time ago, and Now I can't find it any where...

Buffys feeling down so, Willow, Dawn, and Tara, come up with an idea to relax her. Long story short, Tara dus the whole "Past Life Regretion" thing, and Buffy gets sent back to one of her past lives. Her;
Father=Angle
Mother=Willow
Best Friend=Tara
(I can't remember if Dawn is there or not)
One day Buffy and Tara are out on a picnic, and they meet William and Xander. any way, there's this whole shpeel where he's writing, the wind blows his paper away, she catches it, then, one day, he has to leave, and so he gives her a peace of paper, and says, "you can give this back to me when I return." cause she's afraid that she'll never see him again. and that's where I left off, where Buffy suddenly wakes up, and yells to Tara, "Send me back, you have to send me back, Please Tara, I need to know if he comes back, that he comes back..." and the Chapter ended there. If that sounds at all familiar, please Help.

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[pretty-in-fangs.livejournal.com]

Hi. I just joined the community, but I'm looking for two fics that I remember from a while ago. Neither of them is quite my usual type, so I haven't been able to track them back down. Both are Spuffy.
One is an AU in which Buffy had had a bad divorce from Angel, and Willow and Tara hire Spike to give her a romantic evening for her birthday. Buffy was a nurse in a trauma ward and Spike was a man who specialized in getting rich people whatever they wanted, from vacations to vineyards. Anyone know the fic I'm thinking of?
The second I'm a little fuzzier on. Buffy and Spike both get changed into children who adore each other. Spike at one point seems to go into shock, the gang calls Angel up for help,a nd he realizes that the chip hadn't shrunk with the rest of Spike, so they do surgery to pull it out.
Thanks to anyone who can help me on this.