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I'm looking for a AU fic where Spike is William, a famous author who doesn't believe in G-d and Buffy is a small town girl who is supposed to marry Riley (I think!). William is her favorite author and she defies her parents (Joyce and Ethan?) to go and see him. I really enjoyed this fic but with the closing of bsc, I can't find it anymore. Any help would be appreciated!