Missing fic with an artist Spike

[jnharrow.livejournal.com]

Hi,

I've never posted here before.  I hope it's ok to do so.

I read a few chapters of this fic some time ago, but got interrupted, forgot about it and failed to bookmark it.  All I remember is that it's Post-Chosen, Spike has dark hair, amnesia and is painting pictures of Buffy on buildings all over a city and Xander finds him.  Does anyone know what the title is, who wrote it and where I could find it?  I remember it being very good and would like to reread and finish it, but I've lost track of it!   Any help would be greatly appreciated, it's bugging me that I can't remember.

Thanks,

-jnharrow