Yay! and Help!

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This community is a great idea, just what I didn't know I needed.
I hope someone can help me find what i'm looking for, and maybe I'll be able to help someone else.

1. I'm looking for a fic, which I think starts during Who Are You. While in Buffys body, Faith has gone on a drinks and drugs binge, and 'bails out' at a critical time, leaving Buffy, in her own body, to deal with the not so pleasant consequences - including a rape, if I remember correctly.
I guess it then moves on to a hurt/comfort kind of story...?

Anybody remember this?
I have no clue as to title or author.

2. Another thing I miss is the Spike Mah Jong game.
I don't remember who made it (Sara Noorman, perhaps?), but I downloaded it and played it all the time when I needed a break, back when I had a PC. But I can't get it to work on my Mac, not in explorer, firefox or safari.
Does anyone know where I can find a version that works?
Or have an idea how I get it to work?

Any help is appreciated!


Thanks :)

one more...

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I have one more question...

I'm looking for a fic where Buffy is turned - I think maybe Dawn calls Spike, who's been living in LA (?) when Buffy is sick, dying, and he turns her. But he is not real happy to have to take care of her. I think he has another girlfriend at first..
Buffy keeps her soul, I think, and I remember one scene, where someone human attacks Buffy, maybe tries to rape her, and she defends herself, and Spike is at first disgusted, when he finds out she harmed a human, but then he realizes she was hurt first.

Later something happens with Dawn, and Buffy and Spike have to go help her.

Ring any bells?