Post-chosen or post-nfa, Spike loses his arm?

[peabodyblue.livejournal.com]

Does this sound familiar to anyone?  I think I saw it on Fanfiction.net, probably several years ago.  

Spike returns to Buffy, who I think is in Ohio.  Something attacks them in Buffy's home, and Spike loses an arm to a very severe gunshot wound.  He is very depressed, and at some point is kidnapped.  I remember a scene with him, and maybe also Angel, chained to pillars in some sort of arena, and Buffy is expected to save them. Spike is dressed in a suit or tux, with his sleeve tucked in the pocket.  

I think I remember the ending, but don't want to spoil it, in case it is found by anyone!

Please let me know if you recognize any of this!

Thanks!

Desperately seeking fic

[rachaelagh.livejournal.com]

Hi I am looking for a Spuffy fic that I remember reading as a WIP ages ago and I would like to revisit it to see if it is finished. All I remember is that Buffy was sent back to the past because Spike was supposed to be her reward and everyone else stopped her from getting it so she had to make sure she got him this time round. Cordelia was sent as well with superpowers ( both in their past bodies I think) and someone else not sure who though. All the other scoobies were given memories back as time went along. I hope someone recognises this thanks.