S/B Pregnancy

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I'm looking for a fic where Spike slept with Buffy in Season 3 and she got pregnant. Spike comes back and she has the baby and is in college. Riley is chasing after her, too. There was one scene where Buffy looks out her window and sees Spike.
(plus, not sure if this is right, I think the title was in the early part of the alphabet, A,B,C,D...  maybe)