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[xxbrightxx.livejournal.com]

Looking for a fiction I read a while back in which Spike comes across Buffy (sometime after S7 I think) only to find that she's gone a bit loopy.  It turns out the resurrection means that she cannot die, something she found out after several failed suicide attempts, even including trying to cut her own head off in the shower.  He helps her back to sanity and my memory of the story fades from there. Does this sound familiar to anybody?

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[fraggle-rock77.livejournal.com]

Looking for a fic...

Spike is blind and works in a record store (with Giles?) and is followed by Buffy, who is homeless.


Not much to go on, sorry, but I remember this being pretty unique. And yet, I still don't know it! Argh. 



Thanks so much for any help!

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[a-tender-kiss.livejournal.com]

Hey!

I had asked for this awhile back and didn't get a fic out of it, so I thought I'd try one more time.

It starts off with Buffy and her mom Joyce moving to Sunnydale when Buffy is very little. They go to the Giles' house and Buffy goes to play with Spike. They play with a red fire truck. Spike is older than Buffy.

Cordelia is Buffy's cousin, by the way. At some point in time she leaves a letter for Spike to read.

Present day, for Buffy's birthday Spike comes into Buffy's room, like he's done many times before, and brings her her favorite Black Forest Chocolate Cake and a present. On his way out their lips kinda...brush past each other.

Then when they are in high school, or at least Buffy is, Buffy is always at the Giles' house. She will sometimes sleep in Spike's bed with him. One time when she gets into his bed he is naked, wackiness ensues. Once, she goes to Spike's house to change into a risque outfit to go out in and Spike is very eh..turned on/upset? The last scene I remember is when Buffy is styling Spike's hair with gel and her cleavage is in his face and he reaches his tongue out and swipes it across her cleavage. Then, they of course, do the deed.

Any help would be fantastic. Trying to find this fic has been driving me INSANE!