Old fic? I think...

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Ok, so here's what I remember:

Buffy and Spike are together (I think their mated, but I'm not sure. Wait, I'm almost positive that their mater) and they go to visit Angel in LA for some reason.

Anyway, spike and Angel fight, Spike loses, and now he thinks that Buffy is going to chose Angel over him.

"Buffy looked down at Spike's crumpled form.

'Why did you lose?' Buffy hated to act/treat him this way..."

And that's all I remember. Anyone have any guesses?