i hope im doing this right

[penns-baby2001.livejournal.com]

hi,
i am looking for two fics. one of them i read a long time ago and havent been able to find since. All i remember is, it was set after spikes crypt gets blown up he comes back to find Penn(Angels first childe) waiting for him. they go to stay in a hotel after that and Angel finds out and joins them.

the second one is Spike gets gets sick with some kind of poisen and everyone finds out hes a blood child. which is a baby born from a vampire and a human and later turned into a vampire.

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[mishkaheart.livejournal.com]

I apologise if this is overly detailed. 

I am seeking a fanfic which is Spuffy, AH, AU. The opening chapter is of Buffy, Anya and Cordelia sitting in a cafe. Buffy eats a piece of chocolate cake whilst Spike watches her. The background of the story is that Spike is a lawyer whose ex-wife, Drusilla, was seduced by Angel. He is seeking revenge against Angel by attempting (successfully) to seduce Buffy who is now married to Angel.

Hope that you can help me!

Thanks,
mishkaheart

I Lose Myself by Enigma K

[foxstarreh.livejournal.com]

Does anyone have I Lose Myself by Enigma K, or know where I can find it? I've been looking all over but so far, nada.