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hi looking for a fic, spike is a girl i believe its a genderswap fic, and he knows he wasnt always a girl..

so spikes a girl and keeps going out and hitting the clubs and leading the guys on and then 'hides' behind xander to save him etc... i think it might also have parts where spike struts around in outfits and asks xander how he looks etc...(tho i could have two stories mixed up)

and ideas?