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Hi!

I'm looking for a fic, but I have little to go on. I don't know if it's a Xander/Spike or Xander/Angel story, although I think it's X/A. All I remember is that Lindsey is involved and he's interested or was in a relationship with Xander. When he finds out that Xander is seeing Angel (or Spike) he puts some ashes in Xander's locker at work and Xander thinks his lover's dead, which makes him rush home.

I think there's also a scene where Xander is dancing with his lover in a club and Lindsey seems them together. Not sure if that's how he finds out about the relationship.

Ring any bells?

Thanks in advance.