Fic Begins as X/Lindsey then becomes X/Angel

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I remember that Xander has gone to Angel Investigations to visit Cordelia and admits to her that he is bi-sexual and thinking about doing something about the gay part. (that's how he actually put, if I recall correctly) He meets and starts dating Lindsey but breaks it off when he finds out that Lin is evil. He hooks up with Angel and eventually there is a big argument about whether Xander can bring Angel true happiness. Turns out that Angel would never have risked his soul and went to the oracles to make sure he'd never lose it again. At one point Giles comes to visit and gets pissed about their relationship.

I probably read this at least 12 years ago and will be so grateful to anyone that can help me out here!

Sandy