Help! Specific Spike Recovery Fic

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I've been driving myself crazing looking for this fic. It's set in season 5 of Angel, and Spike and Angel are fighting some type of demon together. Somehow, Spike is injured, but crawls toward Angel/drags himself to his side, and if I'm remembering this correctly, throws him a lighter (could have also been a weapon) which he uses to kill the demon.

Spike needs to recover so he is moved in to live with Angel in the penthouse. He has mobility issues-possibly temporarily paralyzed or just super weak. I remember there was a room in the penthouse that they, the team or Angel, put together that was basically his fantasy room and Angel/the team got him a lot of gadgets and tech to play with. The team was really worried about him, especially Fred, and had to initially guilt Angel into paying Spike attention. I think there was also a part where they were looking up their names and finding out what they mean, but I could be confusing two fics. I think overall it was an Angel/Spike story, with some focus on their past and reconnecting.

Any help you could offer would be greatly appreciated!

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