Lost christmas fic...

[lilashannah.livejournal.com]

the first story I ever read was a Christmas story...Spike sends Buffy A gift every year..First year was railroad spikes and a poem How I hate thee let me count the ways. the second year it was old pens and another love poem turned to hate. Joyce remarks to herself the he has great taste unlike that other vamp that gave Buffy a red scarf. Buffy keeps the presents and poems in her room. what comes next you ask? well I don't have a clue my computer got unplugged.
so if you know where I might find this story please let me know.

Don't ask why but my computer gets unplugged alot....I also need to find a story where Buffy and Spike go back in time to second year.there they meet the gang.The nerds sent them back. Spike joins his old body with the old spike and Buffy is herself so there is 2 Buffy. Spike older and Spike younger get magicked a part and younger Buffy and Spike are Dating. and Dawn shows up the Summers women adopted (Clam) Both Spikes as Family and Older spike becomes Pure Vamp with wings. They find out how to reach the ptb for good......Bigfoot 

Comments

[louise39.livejournal.com]

I think the first was "Better to Give Than Receive" by Immortal Spuffy [group]. Nice illustrations, too. Probably at Bloodshedverse

[louise39.livejournal.com]

Found "Better to Give Than Receive" here:

http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewstory.php?sid=1491

[kargrif.livejournal.com]

the second one is Paradox by jackofspike's (also part of ImmortallySpuffy) her fic can be found here http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewuser.php?uid=36 or at her site here http://www.forbiddenkisses.com/

Thank you !!!

[lilashannah.livejournal.com]

oh you found them for me!!!!Thank you so much.