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I realize this isn't much to go on and it might sound weird, but I don't care. I have no idea about the timeline or characters or plot, but for some reason it feels like a fic from the ep the Harsh Light of Day, but that might be wrong. What I remember that I'm trying to find in some fic is a kind of random thought Spike has, in context of he should not be thinking of Buffy as anything but an enemy, so it's before he thinks he's in love with her. Maybe some sort of spell has them kissing and he's wondering if it's wrong or not, as lust can be evil-ish.
He's thinking something like 'he'd dreamed/imagined this before. When he would defeat her and she would beg for the chance to save her life on her knees with her luscious mouth, and Spike would graciously allow her the chance to do it before ripping her throat out.'
I can't remember the plot for the context and it's driving me crazy! I think Buffy is somehow coming on to Spike in season four or something and he thinks this, but it could be something else. If anyone remembers a paragraph similar to this thought from Spike, could you tell me the title so I could check it out?

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