seeking_spike | Looking fora fic....

Hey ya'll! I'm looking for a fic I read at least two years ago at the Bloodshedverse. It was rather dark and incomplete at the time. It was very popular, widely reviewed and updated rather frequently. However, the author left a note saying she needed to take a hiatus from wirting for a while, but promised to return.

It takes place in Sunnydale. I'm a little fuzzy on the details, but for some reason Buffy is living (being forced to live?) at the Mansion with Angel(us) and Spike. Angel is very harsh with her and Spike isn't a good guy in the least when it starts out. However, when it comes to sex, Spike tends to be a bit more 'soft' with her. Both Spike and Angel drink from her. I remember a scene where Angelus invites over a ton of demons and Buffy is forced to be naked yet again to have sex with spike on top of a platform of sort in front of everybody. There was talk of it having to be anal sex - don't remember if that actually happened or not though. There was at least ten chapters, maybe more...

While Spike and Angel do sleep with her, I'm pretty sure it wasn't a B/S/A. Spike was gradually starting to feel a bit sorry for her, but remained very much a ruhless vampire. I believe the author was planning to lead it eventually just to a B/S, when she stopped writing. Also, I don't recall Dru being in the fic at all...

Ringing any bells? It was so, so good...

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spikeslovebite.livejournal.com

sounds like a fic by zoe grace, but the title escapes me...

candycentric.livejournal.com

That name sounds familiar, I definitely read something by her in the past, but I'm not finding her at BSV or spuffyrealm. Has she taken her stuff down? Or is she somewhere else?

thanks!