Spike, Buffy and a strap-on?

[hunenka.livejournal.com]

 Hi people,

there was this long fic in which at some point Spike persuades Buffy to fuck him with a strap-on. Buffy's in an emotionally unstable state and she hurts Spike. (I hope I remember this right...)

I thought it was in one of Herself's fics, but I guess I'm just stupid because I wasn't able to find it.

Any help is welcome!

Thanks!

Comments

[elizaria.livejournal.com]

I also think it's one of herself_nyc_fic's fics. Hmmm...

[http://users.livejournal.com/mad_brilliant_/]

Here you go:

http://www.echonyc.com/~stax/Buffy/herself/Forgive.htm

[hunenka.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

[elizaria.livejournal.com]

Foun it. Here - the 5th of Bittersweet AU:
http://www.echonyc.com/~stax/Buffy/herself/Forgive.htm

[ssddgr.livejournal.com]

There's also a scene like that in pepperlandgirl4's Mr. William series. http://pepperlandgirl4.livejournal.com/51468.html

Not sure how emotionally unstable Buffy is, but she has kind of a breakdown afterwards, if I remember correctly.

[copykween.livejournal.com]

It sounds like something from the Hard Candy series by Wisteria and Annie Sewell-Jennings, but it looks like that series has been pulled from the net.

[ruuger]

Luckily it can still be accessed through the Wayback machine here :)

[copykween.livejournal.com]

Ah, cool! I fail at using the Wayback Machine. I tried putting in the allana.net address but got nothing. How do you know exactly what to enter?

[ruuger]

I've noticed that the best way to do it if you're looking for a specific fic is to first google its name to find someone linking directly to it (in a rec list, for example) and then enter that address to Wayback machine - that way you can by-pass the website front pages that don't often work.

[hunenka.livejournal.com]

Thanks, this sounds interesting too...

[(Anonymous)]

YOU CAN FIND IT AT ALL ABOUT SPIKE , NO NEED FOR THE WAY BACK MACHINE.

[aoife-m.livejournal.com]

it sounds like a scene from pepperlandgirl4's mr william. i think it was less that buffy was unstable though and more that she just wasn't ready for that kind of thing. he convinces her to try it and she gets really into it but then freaks when she notices he's bleeding..
http://pepperlandgirl4.livejournal.com/51468.html