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[evangelin1202.livejournal.com]

Hi! I'm looking for one of the first fics I read when I started reading fanfiction! The site that it was on is down so I decided to ask for some help.
I remember pretty much all of it. It has a great plot. It's set in the Wish-verse but The Master didn't kill Buffy. He turned her. I remember that Willow was alive and had a big part in the story. She and The Master tortured and raped Buffy who kept her soul after being turned(that I'm not sure about though). Spike(it's Spuffy, of course) had asked The Master to find a cure for Dru and Willow found one but didn't tell him(Spike) and so Drusilla died. The cure was sire's blood(as in the series). Spike saved Buffy at some point and they were falling for each other. The last thing I remember is the house they were living in being blown infront of Spike's face with Buffy still inside(that's what he thought, I've always thought that she wasn't in there). I think that Willow was there for the big "boom" put I'm not sure for the Master. They took Spike in to torture him and that's all I remember. I've been thinking of this story for what's like forever and it was a permanent WIP even back then so I didn't look for it but know I can't take it anymore and decided to try my luck!
Any help will be very appreciated! 

The story is Brave New World by Kimberly Colbary & Chazzman!
Huge thanks to tazandhooch for finding it!

Comments

[cordykitten]

This sounds a bit like a story that was searched before (here or at TSR Forum).
Did Buffy pretend to be crazy (like Dru), playing with a doll?
I've read it recently but I don't remember that the house was blown so maybe it isn't the one you're looking for. And the site is still up where I've read it.

YES!

[evangelin1202.livejournal.com]

Oh, oh, oh, YES! I was just thinking of including that, too. Buffy thought that if she played crazy they'll leave her alone. She was playing with a doll, like Dru. When Spike saw her he immediately knew that she wasn't crazy 'cause, well, he knows what crazy is like!
Do you happen to remember the site that you read it on?

[tazandhooch.livejournal.com]

Is it Brave New World by Kimberly Colbary and Chazzman? I don't have a link for it but if you google it, hopefully you'll find it.

[evangelin1202.livejournal.com]

WOW! That's it! YES! Thank you so much! Only...it's still not finished and I've read a lot more of it than I could find :(! Still, thanks, I'm happy I can re-read it to some point now!

[cordykitten]

It's easier if you would answers directly to and reply - I didn't notice that you've answered me or I could have answered sooner. :)
The title was already answered (Brave New World). For anybody that wants a link:

http://www.iamdeath.i12.com/archive/bnw1-13.html

Sadly still WIP. I'd love to read more.