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Hi, this is my first time to post here....usually because by the time I find the fic someone is looking for...so have three other people.

I remember reading a little bit of his from a long time ago. I think it's a series, and I had only found the end or middle one. Apparently, Spike and Buffy were together, and I think, had lost (miscarried?) a baby earlier. Now, I believe, they had two children together, and Dawn came home from college pregnant, or with a baby. The baby is biracial, and I think was the result of a date rape. I remember there was a part where Buffy was talking about or dealing with her unhealthy eating habits, believing she had anorexia or something similar, and that as a good mom, it was important to make sure her habits didn'y spread to her kids or the rest of the family. She was worried that her kids were already picking it up. She also had really bad, chronic insomnia.

This fic is going back years! I really loved the story, thanks if anyone has some idea on this one.

Bobbie