looking friendship Spike/Tara

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Hi, I am looking for a splendid ff that I have begun to read many, many years ago and since it was not uptodate I had often abandoned it . I have now looked for her but I don't remember me anymore the title and the site it seems closed. Then it is a ff friendship Spike/tara and the 5 and 6 seasons are reported from the point of view of the sweet Tara Tara is killed and she becomes a ghost that observes spike and the scooby gang, trying to protect them, above all her great friend Spike. I believe that in the there is also the ghost of Joice but I am not sure of it. I know that the authors of the ff were two at least I believe to remember this way. Since the site is closed I am afraid that this ff has been abandoned, a true sin because it was very beautiful, written very well and extremely original and touching. I hope at least to be able to reread the chapters that I already knew. Can you help me?