Another torture angst fic

[justbeyourself.livejournal.com]

I don't know why, but my brain keeps remembering snippets of Angelus torturing Buffy. I hope I'm not confusing them! Recently reading Mastery by ComedyofErrors again. This hit me when I got to the ugly and shuddering torture on Buffy that had me remembering details to another fic, I think? Now, I have another questions regarding some antsy torture fics in regards to Angelus and Buffy. No, not asking for recs, but if you have any I wouldn't shy away from them!

What I'm looking for I think might be Slaymesoftly's series Love Lost (maybe?). I haven't checked just yet. The story I'm thinking might be it, but here are the clues...

Buffy was whipped badly by Angelus and possibly raped? I think Spike was watching sympathetically. Thinks Spike kept telling her it's just her body...Damn hope I'm not mixing two fics into one there

Spike somehow tricks Angelus from releasing Buffy from magical induced chains then attacks Angelus knocking him out and runs like he's on fire with Buffy in his arms.

This isn't The Demon In Me so I'm thinking it's Love Lost Series or maybe He's Back (forget which author)? Help! I hope it strikes someone hmmm maybe Slaymesoftly, cuz I think it might be yours? I hope I'm right because I've started reading that series too, but I'm hoping it's the one I'm thinking of, and I haven't gotten to far into it yet. Anyone? I will greatly appreciate it!

Update: SO Slaymesoftly says it's not hers.

Let me add one other detail to Spike watching sympathetically. I'm starting to think maybe this was by another author or two stories lol. Anyway - Spike says later that it's just their bodies that Angelus is hurting not who they are. So when Angelus takes Buffy he then takes Spike. Spike says, "Just my body." And passes out when Buffy reaches for him in understanding. Wonders I will keep thinking and trying to get more clues... ;)

Comments

[evangelin1202.livejournal.com]

Yup, I think you're right and it IS the Love Lost series!

[justbeyourself.livejournal.com]

Really...Oh yes goody I can have something to read after I finish Mastery...Definitely, not for those who can't handle really angsty plots or dark fics. Thanks so much evangelin1202!

[spikesgurl.livejournal.com]

That also sounds like 'Please Don't Go' by Saber ShadowKitten. Find it here: http://www.cryptoffic.com/author/p-t/saber/saber_dontgo1.html

[justbeyourself.livejournal.com]

A very good story but wasn't it though. Thanks for another read spikesgurl!

[ronjamaus.livejournal.com]

Hallo,
I'd really like to read "Mastery" by ComedyofErrors, but I can't find a working link. Can you please help me? Maybe you could send the fic to my email-adress?! It's: ronjamaus04@web.de
Thanks in advance
ronjamaus

[justbeyourself.livejournal.com]

I sent it for you ronjamaus! Here is the link for the offline resources: http://offline.slayerworld.net/default_de.php?x=de

The link for SA is: http://offline.slayerworld.net/www.sinister-attraction.org/attract.htm

[ronjamaus.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. Going to check my mails now!

[slaymesoftly.livejournal.com]

Hi - just on line for a few seconds. It really doesn't sound much like Loves Lost, I'm afraid. At least not the part about Spike getting Angelus to release her magically. There is magic in it, but it's Giles and Ethan who are wielding it. And Buffy actually saves Spike from flames, not the other way around. Feel free to read Loves Lost - lol. But I doubt it's the one you're looking for. :)

Try this,

[smokey56.livejournal.com]

I think that this is the story you want: http://spikeluver.com/SpuffyRealm/viewstory.php?sid=22019&i=1 "From These Seeds" by pfeifferpack.

Re: Try this,

[justbeyourself.livejournal.com]

Well I'll be it is that one! I wasn't sure been looking at it and kept saying nah, can't be...could it? Thanks that's the one! Wow so much to read, lol!